End for good.

I want to destroy It but because of my need for justice I will not destroy It until I have a good enough reason. It has happened many times in the past but I will wait until Its rears its head before decapitating It for good. I can not be unthinking. I must do this. It must end. I have thought of others enough, now it is time for me to be happy once more. I was happy for a brief moment when It had partially ended and I want that back. I can not continue in this way. I am being hurt at an exponential rate and it is because of It. I want freedom, even if it is only in one aspect of my life.


Enough waiting. It is time to act.